Until my mum gets here……I am so excited! - My house is clean and ready and I can’t wait to have a week off work! I love my job….it is a wonderful job, but the stress of getting up and out the door every morning really gets to me. I know the time is coming soon when I won’t be able to bring Kyne with me anymore also….I have no idea what we will do then….I am dreading it. He is starting to become a little time-consuming while I am at work, so I know it’s not long until I will have to change my life around.
I am loving the cooler weather….but apparently the first day of Fall it is going to be 90′…….ah well, October is here soon.
I have made the decision to wean from the pump by Jan 1st! - I am looking forward to it very much! Pumping has/does play a big role in my stress and depression, so having a date that I know I will be done by is really helping me. I am stocking the freezer and hope to have at least 2 months worth in there so we can get him to 11 months on breast milk alone…..and then he will only need formula for a month before we make the switch to cows milk. I already have about a 1.5 months worth frozen (roughly) so
we should be able to achieve it. I think I will have to stick w/the 3 pumps a day until I start to wean though….But that is OK 
So Jan 1st will be big changes in our house…..the diet will start and the exercise will begin! I want to (and WILL) lose 20lbs (at least) by the summer…it is going to be hard work…..but I know I can do it!
Tayah is still getting on my last nerve each and every day. She can be the sweetest, most wonderful little girl at times….and then like a switch she turns into a little bear! I never experienced anything like this with Talon, so it’s all new to me….and I think I don’t handle her very well at times. I am trying so hard to do things differently but it is very trying. They say she is a dream at preschool, the best they have in the class! She says please and thank-you all the time and listens like a pro……so
I don’t know what Ricky and I are doing wrong at home! Ha ha
